Worth...

I hate how some people are sooo perfect. Their lives seem to go swimmingly, they don't seem to have any trials, they have all the friends they cold ever ask for, they get everything they have ever asked for, and don't seem to have to give anything in return. It makes ME sick!! I know I shouldn't compare myself to them. They obviously have trials that I don't know about. They are going through their own hell, and they have their moments. But I can't help but compare my almost pathetic life, to their successful one. What did I do to have to go through what I have to go through, when they don't! Why is that fair?? I don't know, and probably never will. But that's okay I guess. I'll just go on living my life, and doing the best I can. That has to be good enough. I'm trying my hardest to be the best person I can be, and hopefully making those around me proud of me. That's all I really want in this mortal existence. Sincerely, Tyler Anderson Smuin